I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t watch TV, I couldn’t even write. Why can’t I find love? Hell, I would even settle for a cuddle buddy. Living in this town is like having a restriction on a gay life. You have all the people who like you and support you but not one of these people actually would consider dating you. This is why I find myself falling for every unavailable guy I lay my eyes on. Living in the city you had all the resources there, a nearby club, a nearby sex shop, and with the internet, a nearby one night stand. But there was always someone willing to travel a few miles to see you even if all you wanted was some snuggling and a movie. You were right there, you were convenient. The weekend at the lake was even more torture.
For the past month a group of friends have been asking to try and get some time off to spend the weekend at the lake. Working with a “flexible schedule” can translate into unpredictable. Just because one request the weekend off does not mean one gets it. However, through some divine miracle, I got what I asked for. As the new schedule was posted I looked with glee to see those wonderful two days with no hours posted in them. I didn’t know what to do. And as they approached I received news that my roommates would be gone Friday night with the house to myself. So the first chance I got I picked up my cell to call an over the phone “dating” line. I was a little nervous at first but after talking to a few people I was pretty sure that I had the gotten the hang of it.
Friday night came and with my practice night over with I decided to use the rest of my free minutes and find a one night stand. I was on search for the very thing I swore off when I lived in the city, but I was desperate to find someone to spend the night, even if it meant I had to have sex with him. I logged on and listened to the men looking for sex, drugs, and fetish fantasies. Not many guys on there were actually looking to chat a little before. For many it was stats, where, and when, not much room for small chat. After leaving my own introduction I quickly got a response from a guy who seemed around my age and in a semi nearby neighboring town. Meaning within a half and hour. We exchanged messages for a little then I threw the shyness out the window and gave him my number to call me so we can set something up.
Now came the part where I hang up the line and wait for him to call.
And wait.....
And wait.....
And wait.....
Well, I guess there is always porn.
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