3.31.2009

Out Of Reach

I'm sittin in a daze
What would it be like
to take you by the hand
and in my arms tonight
with water beating down
on my window sill
you will never know
how much you've broken me

And I wanna lie in the rain
To wash away the pain
If you could only see
This love I have in me
but here I find again
the cold my only friend

A smile in a day
a laugh from in the crowd
I can't seem to drown
you outside of my head
I've fallen deep inside
love is out of reach
But I live another day
and I wait for you to breathe

And I wanna lie in the rain
To wash away the pain
If you could only see
This love I have in me
but here I find again
the cold my only friend

so I wait for the day
you take me by the hand
and open your eyes
to see who I am

Then I go another day
Waitin on a dream
I go another day
I wait for you to breathe
I wait for you to breathe

My Name
My Name
My Name

And I wanna lie in the rain
To wash away the pain
If you could only see
This love I have in me
but here I find again
the cold my only friend


And I wanna lie in the rain
To wash away the fear
So you could finally see
This love I have in me
but I find I'm back again
with the cold, my only friend

Another MySpace post.

Yesterday Is Gone

I'm sitting here thinking of you

Remebering the times that we lived through

You were my rock, You were my strength

You were my favorite fight and my best friend

You had countless stories of the times of your youth

And with nothing but time on my hands

My attention went to you

You forgave me when we fought

You saw me for who I really was

And the amount of love you showed me

Could never be measured with words

I can't explain the pain that filled my heart

When I got the call the you had really gone

Thoughts filled my head of what I could have done

But there was nothing for it was time to go home

If there was anything I could do

To show my appreciation and love for you

It would be to show you who I am today

I don't look back on yesterday

I don't live for tomorrow

I live with knowig I am happy of being me

You bring my happiness to this very day

And I know that through this journey of life

You will be my light I hold close to my heart

For you help me to realize

To love in life

You have to love life

Thank you for loving me

And I'll see you when you call me back home

I had written this awhile back and posted to myspace and decided to put it here.

Sea Myth

Can you feel it?
It sends a cold chill
Up the crevice of my back
It pulsates through the surface of my skin
My fingers touch the cold grainy earth
And each one of them become their own madmen
What the moonlight brings
And the sun takes away
The water crashes at my feet
Then seeps into my veins
It tingles as it crawls up my sides
And my heart pounds deep
You see me
I can’t see you
My breath is quiet but quick
It’s a single thought of you
The thought of your lips
Against mine
The thought of your breath
In my ear
Your eyes
Looking into my soul
And your touch
Upon my skin
A single thought of you
Drives me crazy
From within

3.09.2009

Light of Your Eyes

It broke me
I mourned you
I set you so high
And then you were gone
You loved me
You taught me
I loved you
I lost you
Your memory kept me going on
And I live now
Through the light of your eyes
Your soul
Your essence
Keeps me flying high
You never doubted me
You always had faith in me
And that’s what kept me going strong
The light of your eyes
Sometimes I grew weak
Sometimes my walk faltered
But you stood right by my side
Though life may get harder
I’ll still go farther
Your words keep my heart
Beating inside
And I live now
Through the light of your eyes
Your soul
Your essence
Keeps me flying high
You never doubted me
You always had faith in me
And that’s what keeps me going strong
The light of your eyes
And someday
I’ll pass your love down
And be there as you were for me
And they will live on
Through the light of your eyes
Your soul
Your essence
Will keep hem flying high
I’ll never have doubt
I’ll never lose faith
I’ll be what they need to be strong
From the light in your eyes