The water pulsates over my body
As I stare at the white wall
My heart sleeping soundly in my chest
I snap out of my enchantment
And continue gliding my hands over my body
To wash away my words for the day
My left hand wanders behind me
And there
I wash twice
For his words sometimes linger
I dip my head under the glistening stream
I let the heat race from my nose
Down to my navel
And then I think of you
The moments you stole from me
Right before
The moments I willingly gave to you
Remembering your head on my chest
Your breath on my nipples
Not in love
But neither without it
The echo of your lips
Still tingles the back of my neck
Suddenly your gone
I open my eyes
Still facing the white wall
The words circling the drain
And life pauses
Only for a moment
Until the sun rises again
