Distraction, Attraction,..............Procrastination? - Original Date August 1, 2006

I pondered many a-thing today. I woke up this morning,........................this afternoon, trying to think of what I was going to do today. I needed to find a job and though I had already put in a few applications, I felt that maybe I needed to go drive around town and pop in to see if anyone was hiring. It seemed like every time I got the thought in me to do something, I saw something on T.V. that I wanted to see or my aunt was calling me to help her with something or my stomach was getting the best of me. It took me three hours to hall my ass into the shower.

When I was done showering, I did that thing where we look into the mirror to find the things not even we, ourselves would not be attracted to. My best friend was telling me that when her friends would meet me that they thought I was cute, sometimes hot. SOMETIMES! <----- That was for me so my head doesn't get too big, just kidding. Anyway, After spending sometime getting my hair ready, making sure I smelled good (breath is important), and picking out the right outfit, I completely forgot that I was even going to drive around town. Instead, I headed to my best friends' house. Which, by the way, is never a bad idea because I love her so much, but come on! I needed a job.

After reviewing my activities today, I wondered if subconsciously I took my time on purpose. Looking back on it now, I didn't really look foward to driving around in the heat in an outfit that suffocated me. Then again, if I took another look, it is Fort Lupton, to drive around takes seven minutes. Was it the heat that was getting to me, or was it that I was procrastinating about getting another job?