Insomniac

I lay down
Eyes wide open
I think my mind has gone blank
I think about today
I think about tomorrow
I think about five years from now
I think about five seconds ago
I check my phone
No one
My eyes are straining
I shut them
I open them
I’m so tired
I can’t sleep
I’m mentally running
And there is no stop in sight
I check my phone
No one
I sit up
I look around
My eyes are dry
I lay back down
I look at the popcorn up above
I check my phone
No one
I stare at it
I want it to say something
I want it to show me someone
I want it to answer my questions
I put it down
Vampire Weekend
No
Imagine Dragons
No
Savage Garden
No
Random
Yes
I check my phone
No one
I close my eyes
I open them
I pause
I have paused for awhile
Night has never felt so cold
So alone
I turn to the right
Flip to the left
I check my phone
No one
I feel around
No one
There is no one