End of an Endless

I can’t think
I can’t focus
I can’t hurt
I can’t cry
I can’t feel joy
I can’t write
I can’t will my fingers
To do my minds bidding
I’ve been stuck
I’ve been lost
I’ve been distracted
I’ve been walking in every direction
I’ve been confused
I’ve been trying to find an answer
To a question I haven’t asked yet
Where do I go
What do I do
Who do I turn to
When all I see is this endless fog
I feel trapped in this state of idiocy
That has never concerned me before
I’m getting caught up in a world
I’ve never believed in before
I’m chained up against a wall
And I’m the one who swallowed the key
I’m suffocating
I’m drowning
I’m falling
Im spiraling down
With all that’s working against me
I am my biggest threat
With all I have behind me
I am my biggest motivator
With nothing but the road ahead
I tread on with a weary and weak mind
I tread on