I've hit a low
Another to add on to my belt
Hanging my head
Crying in shame
Trying to stick this out
Without the use of someone's shoulder
Without hating myself in the process
I won't blame anyone
I can't blame anyone
No matter what was working against me
I've gotten myself here
I've dug this hole myself
I've been busy
Too busy
Living a life that was taken from me
To realize the life I was carving
Too busy
Looking at what was 'owed' to me
To see the stacking debt
Too busy
Looking up
To see what was right on front of me
Too busy trying not to make someone else's mistakes
To not realize I was just making them mine
I've tried so hard
To steer in my own direction
I couldn't see
The damage I was leaving behind
I keep ending in ditches
Stuck
Tired
Bewildered
Hurt
I'm still holding the wheel
Looking around
When all there is
Is me
