I allowed myself to feel openly
I allowed myself to break the facade
Which has become my shield
Tonight, I allowed myself a voice
I allowed myself to be heard
I allowed myself to scream
In the vast darkness of the night
Tonight was just another night
But tonight I allowed myself to be fed
The vast emotions
that my hungry soul
Has been yearning for
The emotions that I push away
The emotions I ignore
Emotions that I turn my back to
The emotions by I hide
Tonight, I allowed myself to speak to you
To loathe you for what you've done
To hate myself what what I said
To give myself a chance to miss you
Tonight, I allowed myself to cry
Tonight I allowed…
Tonight, I cried
