Because you've gone

Tonight, I allowed myself to cry

I allowed myself to feel openly

I allowed myself to break the facade

Which has become my shield

Tonight, I allowed myself a voice

I allowed myself to be heard

I allowed myself to scream

In the vast darkness of the night

Tonight was just another night

But tonight I allowed myself to be fed

The vast emotions 

that my hungry soul

Has been yearning for

The emotions that I push away

The emotions I ignore

Emotions that I turn my back to

The emotions by I hide 

Tonight, I allowed myself to speak to you

To loathe you for what you've done

To hate myself what what I said

To give myself a chance to miss you

Tonight, I allowed myself to cry

Tonight I allowed…

Tonight, I cried

It Comes In The Night

I feel weary
My eyes are heavy
My skin is moist to the touch
I’m reaching out
but there I feel nothing
I want to scream
But when I open my mouth
Not even a whisper that comes out
My breath is heavy
My vision blurry
It’s as though everything is just beginning
As it comes to the end
The air becomes still
The quiet was suffocating
It becomes inviting
My breath slows
My skin cools
My eyes in their watery grave
Slowly close
As I simply
Give in