I’m trying to keep the air still
I’m trying to keep my promises
I’m trying to stay upright
I’m so close to failing
So close of losing myself
It’s not only what I am doing
It’s what I am not doing
It’s not only what I feel
It’s what I am not feeling
I keep walking circles
In an empty room
Waiting for someone
Something to come in
But when I look up
There is no door
There is no window
There is nothing
Just an empty wall
I want to sit
I want to lie down
I want to close my eyes
Wake up a different person
But no matter how tight
My eyes are closed
They are still mine
I need a hand
I need a shoulder
I need
I’m longer sure I know what I need
