12.31.2008

You Hate For Me To Love You

'Do you have what I want

Do you have what I need

Can you work with my heart

Can you handle me'



You say I'm too much

But who can I be but me

You say I'm not enough

But what do you really see



You point out all of my imperfections

But you can't hold up one conversation

You're drowning in a waterless pool

But you're the one shouting, telling me I'm a fool



'Do you have what I want

Do you have what I need

Can you work with my heart

Can you handle me'



You say you don't want me

But you're still with me

You say you don't love me

But you can't leave me

Now I'm the one leaving

And you're the one pleading



Who has what you want

Who has what you need

You say I'm not enough

But who can I be but me

Acts of an Act

It was a warm summer night
when our eyes met
One stroke of my hair
And our skin met
A sigh released
With your hand across my cheek
And your lips across mine
Your mouth was my cave to explore
And your body was my treasure
As or bodies moved in unison
A warmth filled my body
And soul
With your sweetness still lingering
small flashes light up the darkness
I pull you close to me
A tear falls from my brow
I rise to meet you
Our lips touch once again
Be it the First
But not the Last
For your sweetness lingers still
In the depths of my heart

with nothing spoken

It’s not the way he looks at me
But the way he stares off into the distance
It’s not the way he touches me
But the way he pulls me by being near
It’s not the way he kisses me
But the way his taste lingers just by his scent
Nor is it the way he says ‘I love you’
But it’s his heavy breaths of ecstasy that send chills up my spine
When it’s right
You feel it
With nothing spoken
You feel it in everything he doesn’t do for you
With something that strong
It’s hard to hold back the feelings
When his endeavor is you
More than words
Less than actions
Real love
Is felt most when nothing is said at all